A Clean Scan!!!!!

They had me eat a couple crackers and drink some water just to get salivary glands moving.... he said just in case there was some built up in there.  I laid on a long table... the machine was sort of like a CT scan, it had the circular part but also had big squares in front that hung over top of you.  Hard to explain, you'll see.  If you've ever had a MRI its not like that... you are not encased, and its not loud.  They laid me on my back with pillows to hold my chest high so my head would go way back and neck fully exposed.  He said when you think you couldnt possibly be more  uncomfortable, then we have ya positions right.  But honestly it wasnt that big of a deal!  They velcroed me in so I wouldnt move.  The entire process took about 40 mins.  He'd holler at me every few mins, but I think at some point I fell asleep even!  LoL!! 

The nuclear med doc came in to talk to me after my scan... and he only saw uptake where he expected to see it!!!!  WWOOHOHHHHOOOOOOO!!!!!  I was doing my best to not think about it but I was VERY concerned about finding more.  Thank you Jesus!!!

Now I need some more Synthroid with lots of energy, a job quickly, a clean house that can stay for more than 35 mins, and LOTS OF MONEY!!!!  LoL!!  Really, I just need my happiness back!!  I've been through so much the past year... these past 6 months have been horrid!!  I just want this year over and to be able to start over.  Unfortunatley life does not offer do-overs!  But we can look to the Lord and believe He will help us through and BELIEVE HE has a master plan to make you... to make me... the best person we could possibly be.  Do I understand why I've had to go through this... not one bit... but if I open my heart and my ears and listen to what the Lord is trying to say I KNOW AND BELIEVE that I can be the better, happier, loving, mother and wife I could possibly be.

Romans 8:28

More Than Conquerors!!!!!!!

28And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him,^j who^k have been called according to his purpose. 29For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the likeness of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. 30And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified.

31What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us? 32He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? 33Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies. 34Who is he that condemns? Christ Jesus, who died—more than that, who was raised to life—is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us. 35Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? 36As it is written:

“For your sake we face death all day long;

we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered.”^l