Final Appointment with Endo

So, I'm not so happy today.  My endo took one last set of labs and will bump my meds accordingly.... and then I'll come back in SIX MONTHS.  Are you serious?!?!?!?!?!  Hello.... you promised me you'd test me every 4 weeks till we get my levels right.  How in the world can you be certain that I'm going to be leveled out already?!?!?!?!?  So... on the rollercoaster of being undermedicated I will go.  This is just not fair!!  I am SO TIRED and all I do is cry.  I'm so depressed.  And my body hurts... I am so tired of my back hurting... I'm just so freaking tired of being freaking tired!!!!!!